bye wp

i decided i prefer livej. p-okerface.lj

my number ONE

i ABsolutely LOVE my photography job and using photofun to amuse the school. hehe. i’m looking forward to the Mama mia play this thurs 2009 has done something to mommy. she brought bryan and i shopping yesterday and was excessively generous, of which i did NOT take advantage of. finally got my CNY clothes- g-o-r-g-e-o-u-s-!- mom and i got a matching satin vietchi kinda top/dress for 139, double layer chiffon dress for 220 and got me hilfiger shoes for 300!!!!!! plus i saw this SUPA cute hearts/spades printed dress for 220 and gave it up for the chiffon one. during dinner today mom said “do you still want the spades dress? if you do, you can buy it and keep it for dominic’s birthday” I LOVE MOMMY!

okay she is not biased! she got bryan timberland jeans for 200, AE shirt for 70 and converse shoes for 50? AND mom gave me $$ to go shopping with jess tomorrow!!! HOW GREAT THY LOVE! unfortunately alot of that money is going to buy stuff for dom! >:/

there’s always an unhappy side when there is a happy and i have held this in my body for the longest time. j is really being a 101% bitch. she wants to do my lights and now photography, why dont she just be me? oh i forgot because she cannot make it. sigh, she’s disgusting. how can one be so ashamed of someone they “love”? i pity h. pity jh. pity e. compete and compete thats all she does. plus she gets satisfaction from PDA w h in front of others acting all stuck up when people ask who h is in love with. THIS IS LAME! so primary school! we’re like grade 12, not 3 (1+2). i am totally pity-ing myself for having to be stuck w this ammateur. but i guess this is step #1 between the world and i; this is something i have never seen in IJ. oh i cant compare, IJ is heaven as compared to this… this… i dont know how to call it. wake up beetccchh, WAKE UP already! stop competing already, you’ll just kill yourself. up to you anyway, the winner takes it all.

i feel MUCH better -satisfied- thankewwww jac for being my punching bag through it all! I LOVE YOOOUU go to pulau ubin ha ha. so so so so so looking forward to going back this friday!

make me feel brand new

didnt realise i survived 25km of trekking til i received the sch newsletter today- imma hero!  anw the mama mia production is gonna be next thursday so fly over and dont give it a miss cos bryan’s singing and seriously…. it is so heartwarming to hear him sing, esp SOS! the only reason why i’m not the lead singer w him is cos i had a mishap that day ok! so.. i’m doing lights. which i thought was good til my fairly GREAT classmates went ahead w everything without telling me. i bloody dont know what to do haha will just let vietnamese handle vietnamese lights. while i sit back relax and enjoy.

yay i am coming back next friday mommy and daddy are bringing us shopping tonight. supp to be for souveniers for others but i foresee i’ll end up buying for myself and tengs only heh. vietnam’s having some cold spell now, dad told me the other day temp went down to 17! so so so cold! and dalat was crazy! i wore 6 layers to sleep w 2 pairs of socks but still shivered through the night. it has to be the weather and not me right!

my one and only aim in life right now is to knock the others out and sway my way back to sgp. it is so sad being in an international sch cos you always have to say goodbye. i’m just not use to that. so many of my friends are leaving to UK, US, another sch.. why whyyyyyyy! i wish i could also say goodbye and go back to sgp. after all my dearly beloveds leave…… i will be stuck w none other than wicked witch jn. my only hope is that ga ho wont leave and let me suffer the insanity of economics alone.

wow long post isnt it? well done me! and there you go PICTUREZZ! i will try to take more pictures of vietnam ok! for the time being, you can check out my daddy’s blog (yea so cool dad!) http://bennett2006-gmv.blogspot.com he’s gonna be blogging about MY dalat trip haha although he didnt go but he will blog for me.

ok bye guyz! cant wait to be back for CNY money money moneeeeey$$$$$$$$$$$$. i will sacrifice all my cny money just to be back in sgp forever so if you can do that, take me money! its good money ok!

hi deadly bye lively

i am leaving for deadly dalat in about an hour and oh guess what? i’m so lucky to get my ladies syndrome today when i came to school. wow how nice! what the hell i had to go home and get my necessary weapons. thank God my bag is 2x lighter this time!

i am so happy and going to tolerate everything for my mommy dearest. she sat and talk with me about what has been happening cos it was just one of my emotional nights which i have found the reason for (my–) anyway she is the best! i love my mommy forever and ok a plus point!!!!!!!!! she changed our flights to a day earlier. WOW can you believe it! one day less tolerance! hehehehehe so happy. so i will tolerate i dont care if my lungs burst.

so sorry i havent been posting pictures. i will soon. plus an addition! i went to gloria jeans w the girls, cheekiong/long/bro/bryan.. bryan as in not brother but another guy from another school. hehehehe hot gossips!

ok bye friends! i will make my friends only journal soon for your honour. i will misssss my domimi most

made me laugh & cry

nothing has changed within the mundane class. however, life outside class is as good as it gets palz- singapore/sheesha ok! OKAY!!!

i still miss you tonzzzz hon! oh guess what, i cooked my own lunch to pack to school for the next 2 days!!! yum2. and this friday is torture dalat part 2!! am still trying to squirm my way out.. looks impossible. i swear i’m not gonna do silver! anw i dont even have enough time in school to do gold so what is the point?

i am green with envy to anyone in singapore cos i cannot watch last episode of little nyonya! thank god for colin who told me i can watch it on youtube and love my grandma for taping it for me! hehehehe

okay im gonna go now, yet to finish economicz+mathz hw! sux. oh yeaaaa mock exams are coming up hehehehe time for me to strut my stufffffff

baby…

“All day long, wearing a mask of false bravado

Trying to keep up the smile, that hides a tear

But as the sun goes down, I get that empty feeling again

How I wish to God that you were here”

why does it hurt so so badly this time? miss you hon.

hardest part is goodbye

have you ever cried til you couldnt cry cos you were drained? til it felt like hangover when you woke up?

goodbye is so hard. i miss you already pp. wait for me!

i love you!